Happiest Moments with My Dear Dear

The happiest moments with my Dear Dear was when we shared everything together and most importantly was when we talked about our house - the furniture, fittings and decorations and also about our wedding preparations. All that we had mention on how we want our house to be, how we are going to decorate it is still very fresh in my mind and I will proceed to decorate the house according to what we had planned.

This house is actually bought because you wanted to have your own house first then only plan for marriage as our home is where our love is and to build our own family here. The house is finally completed and keys are ready to be hand over by the developer. Although it’s very very painful to see how this house was suppose to be initially but now it would be an empty house all I could pray is that GOD will continue to grant me perseverance. I didn’t mind to be the one that was serving the house interest and loan, waiting for my salary and ensuring the payments are made on time to avoid penalty and interest charges.

About our wedding planning and preparations even though you left me to decide and finalise all the important details on my own from our attire’s, invitation cards, itinerary for the day, guest sitting arrangements, food tasting and etc as you have ask me to decide and settle everything. Even thou little did we’ve discussed about the invitation list and the things that we wish to do for our own wedding, details into who we like to invite, the liquor to be used, who's car to be used, wedding dresses and gowns to wear, photos, photos album, our accommodations, and finally the wedding day preparations, I was still trying and doing my best in everything I could. To have everything in my small little hands was quite heavy to bear where I did come approaching you for some help but just you threw everything back into my small little hands. I was even thinking of designing and doing our own guestbook so that we can let our guests know how a lovely couple we are and how perfect is our wedding. This will the happiest moment in my life although it doesn't comes true but the sweet and lovely thoughts we had when we talked about it will always be part of me. Dear Dear, is a perfect wedding for a girl too much to ask for? I just wanted to be the happiest bride that all girls would wish to be, having a almost perfect and fairytale wedding but all these is gone the day you decided to leave me.

Dear Dear I can't forget how we love each other and how we supported each other these years similar way of how you only remembered about my temper while I was unhappy, having a tough time and stressed at my new job not wanting to continue on with it while I even shared my feelings with you. I choose to forget all the unhappy things cos I just wish to keep only the happiest moments of our lives in order for us to treasure each other like nothing else in the world could replace the things that we hold but you’ve let it to be replaced by another girl in your heart. Each person have a softer side of their own and when everything in the world fails there will be only place that you could find that would never fail you is my heart. Dear Dear my heart has always been there for you to create a shelter, protection and love you as all these is what I only wish to do for the rest of my life. Dear Dear no love would fail if you believe it is real and it is there. This is the wordings you’ve said to me from the 1st day you was with me from your very own point of view in love. Dear Dear you’ve taught me how to love a person truly where I wish to only love one person in my life, you made me love you so much, willing to sacrifice so much more for you and makes me realise that you’ve become a very important part of my life.