Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Its all coming back to me

Dear Dear your concern and care is all gone although I know how much I still love you and knowing this will not change the fact that you’ve already gone. The more I remember about all these things the more painful I am. No matter how hard I try not to remember at all it still comes running back to me like it just happened yesterday. Dear Dear you’ve made me hate to love anyone anymore as when I love someone, I will love and care for the person for who the person is wholeheartedly and this is the end results where I’ve put myself into deep pain and depression. Dear Dear you are just too selfish this time as you choose to walk away just because of some tough times and trials that we’re going thru. Who wouldn’t go through tough times? It’s how you go through these tough times and how you come out from it that matters most. Dear Dear love is not about giving up on a person but it’s about love, care, concern, understanding, tenderness, and more importantly never ever give up on that person.

Dear Dear you’ve put me through hell, you threw away all our happiness, destroyed our future and turn it into hatred. How I wish I really can do just like others who are in similar situation like me to hate you, curse you and so on .... but deep inside I know this is also part of me being the one that started all this and allow you to give yourself a reason to leave me. Dear Dear love is really so meaningful to me and just like I promised to myself that I will have to wake up and leave this fantasy world someday.

My only Dear Dear love and relationship is never a thing that I was good at and you know about it clearly and this has created a big impact to my life. Dear Dear remembers this I loved you at all times from the bottom of my heart.

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